i realised i had been away for very long. but i did online everyday to play facebook games. haha! i guess i am just busy playing games. do you noe cafe world is so much fun! i guess i should have start playing long time ago. haha! and i have to admit these few days were not good. lots of things to do and to worry about. and this makes me understand alot of things. a person shouldnt be too overboard cause karma will always be around to follow you. i did learn not to be too naive too. you cant believe anyone. they will hit you hard the next time.

anyway last sat went to united square with godma family and mummy and hao. went to watch the barney show. it was quite nice as the barney look so cute. haha! the purple dinosaur which all the children love! and hao was quite happy to see the show. just that in the beginning we saw the 3 power rangers in toyrus and he got a shock out of his life. he cried and screamed when he saw them. haha! cant imagine right. he love to watch the show every sat and want to keep buying the power rangers toy. but i think this is good. at least he wont want to see the show next time which i really hope so. he gets to violent at times.

alright need to be done with this. today is a tiring day. i am sleepy. and sim theen introduces a korean show to me call minami. it was nice! she is right by saying it will be my type. haha! i enjoy watching. but today need to stop. i need to start reading my book. heex! see ya again.. so tune in to my livejournal!! haha!

although it was a tiring day yesterday due to concert rehearsal, i still had lots of laughter. :D first was by the kids. haha! my afternoon kids are soo funny. i took lots of funny photos of them. they never stop giving me the fun and enjoyment during my work time. haha! i really love them alot. and the concert rehearsal went on quite well although most of them said that the flow not very good. but to me i think they really improve alot.

okay so at night went dinner together with maria, rupin, oei lin, eileen, shereen, wanfeng, siew ting and janice. we went all the way to sengkang to have our dinner. actually not really sengkang should be punggol to be correct. just that the shuttlebus is at sengkang. and you noe what! the place is sooo ulu! i think i will only go there once in my golden mood. LOL! okay and is a very new experience. hopefully sakura decided to open more bbq and steamboat at central area so we can go a bit more often. haha! didnt take photos cause everyone is busy eating. haha! and you noe our photo queen janice never bring camera. so loh.... haha! it was fun eating together with them. we never stop laughing. their jokes are all super funny can! especially wanfeng and shereen one. i cant stop laughing at their reaction. haha! i love gathering like this. when a group of people sitting together and talk. heex. but then hopefully we can do this more often kays. (:

we sat there till 10plus before we decided to head home. everyone shared cab home after that. but you noe it was super funny when maria, rupin, siew ting, wanfeng and shereen left. me, oei lin, eileen and janice boarded the shuttlebus and decided to cab home only at sengkang taxi stand. what so funny was that we alighted at punggol mrt station instead. it was weird and we didnt know where we were. and i was quite shocked when we were in different place. we looked like dumb standing at the road side wondering around. i realised we alighted at the wrong station due to this person who actually alighted there. i think the driver must be thinking what were these four stupid people doing. haha! and we waited for freaking long for cab. the road is damn quiet and empty lah! i never want to go there again i tell you. is super ulu too! the thought of bluffing people came. i called maria and told her we walked to the main road. eileen took over and said until like so damn real. i cant help but laugh. and i believed maria actually believed us. haha! we shall see on monday. and definitely shereen believed me when i sms her. i cant helped but going to continue to lie till monday! haha! i want to see her reaction i tell you! wahahaa!

i enjoyed the company. i love the night. i want to have it again! ((:

sim theen came into my class and told me result is out as joey sms us. but i din check the phone. so i immediately dashed to the inventors classroom and used the computer. but to my dismay i did not have my password. i feel so worried and scared. i walked back to class told maria i cant see my result and she said not to worry and asked me how i feel about it. i told her i might not score well as EI definitely will pull me down. and on our way to mrt station she told me to sms her once i checked my result.

so the moment i reached home i went straight to my room to on the lappie and checked my result. quite sad EI really pull my GPA down. i regretted not to study for the tests which i can score well as it make a total of 40%. idiot module. it sucks! so expected. GPA wasnt what i hope to achieve. so the night wasnt a pleasant one for me. i have been reflecting. why i never make it an effort to actually do well for my studies. i choose to enter uni and i should actually do well and not to waste my 2 years. and definitely i hope to achieve better for the next three semesters. is only the fact i willing to work hard not. i have been wasting my time doing nothing whenever i am at home. i never make it an effort to complete my task well. and i always need to depend on my frenx who actually explain the assignment to me. i feel sad. i never learn. i think is time to stop doing and think for myself. set a goal for myself and asked myself what i actually want. maybe i will be better like this.

please i really wish to achieve at least GPA of 3.3 each semester. i promise myself that i will work hard. i will ensure that i do my assignments and test to my very best. jia you le yvonne! GAMBATTTE!!

life is super unpredictable. super unpredictable. i cant imagine how life can just end like that. i noe i have lost frenx suddenly and i noe i still didnt treasure my frenx very well. i am very scared. i worried the more i treasure the more i will scare to lose. haish.

yesterday morning i woke up when i heard the dog bark until very loudly. i got a shock and i woke up straight away only to see mummy crying. she hang the called and told us may auntie's husband passed away. i got a shock. a big big shock. heart attack and die like that. i dont noe what to say. super sad. his youngest daughter only primary 5. dont noe how she will be like now. having exam now and i wonder how she can take her exam. haish. i am really speechless.

i think i really need to learn how to treasure my own life and treasure my frenx. i always want to make sure i treasure my frenx well. but i just doesnt seems to be doing this. please i really want to learn to be good. and my dear frenx, i will always love you all kays! pardon me if i never keep dating you. i want to you noe how much i love everyone of you. thank you for being my dear frenx too. (:

yesterday was a nice gathering with my secondary school frenx. it was my 3 secondary school frenx 21st birthday celebration. it was fun and enjoyable. ((: the three of them treated us to furama riverfront hotel the square restaurant. the food was quite nice. i love the salmon and hk streamed fish. it was very very nice. haha!

we took quite a lot of photos. but all not with me. is with marvin, angeline and yilin. haha! waiting for them to send to me. but i guess it will be quite long. haha! although marvin already upload in the facebook, still waiting for him to send me. heex!

life is very exciting with all sort of things coming up. haha! next week will be an exciting week cause more and more concert practices coming up. is mad! then friday haohao nephew coming to my house as sat will be brother and ah kai cousin bdae party. haha! so exciting neh! and this few weeks quite pack. got tuition 3 days a week due to exam coming up. sianx. damn tired loh. but hopefully i will be able to feel energize everyday when i go to work. i love my kids. dont worry. haha! ((:

happy go lucky is my favourite phrase! (((: